100 Random Questions!

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. (I don't want to)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch? My bedspread
3. Before you started this survey, what were you doing? Twitter
4. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Psych (I think)
5. Without looking, guess what time it is? 6:15pm!
6. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 6:15pm I cheated ;)
7. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Neighbors talking!
8. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? Stepped out side to ring out soaking towels!
9. Did you dream last night? probably.
10. Do you remember your dreams? most of them. not last night
11. When did you last laugh? idk. today? I tend to laugh everyday.
12. Do you remember why / at what? nope.
13. What is on the walls of the room you are in? framed drawings of paris/london photos (I have a paris/london wall) and a huge Audrey Hepburn picture and more audrey hepburn photos and a sunburst mirror :)
14. Seen anything weird lately? crushed snails?
15. What do you think of this quiz? idk...
16. What is the last film you saw? um... maybe Devil Wears Prada? 
17. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? NEW YORK!
18. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? I'd give some money to my parents, pay for school, go on a shopping spree and buy a house :)
19. Tell me something about you that most people don't know. I am pro Ana/Mia
20. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I'd change my weight. which I'm doing :)
21. Do you like to dance? Privately :)
22. Would you ever consider living abroad? Yes! Paris, London, Milan! Here I come <3 ;)
23. Does your name make any interesting anagrams? Nope.
24. Who made the last incoming call on your phone? Wrong number from NY and my parent's.
25. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? A picture of Mary Kate Olsen. Does that count? ha.
26. Last time you swam in a pool? 2 years ago.
27. Type of music you like most? EVERYTHING! except gangster rap and techno.
28. Type of music you dislike most? Gangster rap and techno. lol.
29. Are you listening to music right now? no. but that needs to change. Britney Spears is turning up! :)
30. What color is your bedroom carpet? Tan
31. If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do? I'd add a porch! like every other house we live near.
32. What was the last thing you bought? Starbucks Coffee :)
33. Have you ever ridden on a motorbike? no. My dad used to one though! Crazy right??
34. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Yeah! If I got up the courage.
35. Do you have a garden? no. but i'd love a Rose Garden <3
36. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? I think so!
37. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? I want my honey lemon water <3
38. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be? Audrey Hepburn or Freddy Mercury! or Lady gaga. I cant choose between them. 
39. Who sent the last text message you received? One of my roomies.
40. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? H&M or Express or Topshop or Chloe <3 <3
41. What time is bed time? Ha. whenever I want :)
42. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? ew. no.
43. How many tattoos do you have? 1
44. If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one? 
45. What did you do for your last birthday? had 4 different parties :)
46. Do you carry a donor card? no :/
47. Who was the last person you ate dinner with? um. my ex best friend? I don't really eat dinner. 
48. Is the glass half empty or half full? it's been both. right now, half full :) <3
49. What's the farthest-away place you've been? I've been to a lot of places. Africa, Morocco, London, Spain, which one is farther? lol
50. When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato? gross.
51. Have you ever won a trophy? i think so! lol. on a cruise!
52. Are you a good cook? ha. no.
53. Do you know how to pump your own gas? yup! :)
54. If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be? too many! Audrey Hepburn, Freddy Mercury, Lady Gaga, Britney Spears, OMG! Mary-Kate Olsen. Duh. ;) or Both Olsens <3 <3
55. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school? Yup! 4 years of private high school!
56. Do you touch-type? yeah.
57. What's under your bed? who cares?
58. Do you believe in love at first sight? um.........yes and no.
59. Think fast, what do you like right now? fashion & Music!
60. Where were you on Valentine's day? haha. with my bff! 
61. What time do you get up? very early!
62. What was the name of your first pet? jewel and pearl (Goldfish :))
63. Who is the second to last person to call you? My papa.
64. Is there anything going on this weekend? Work.
65. How are you feeling right now? exhausted and annoyed :/
66. What do you think about the most? fashion, not eating and a guy. HAHA.
67. What time do you get up in the morning? varies. early! 6am?
68. If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people? I'd tell them ASAP!
69. Who would you tell first? Whoever I was with.
70. What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema? Bad Bosses.
71. Do you sing in the shower? no. only because I have roommates now. ha.
72. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? already answered this.
73. What do you do most when you are bored? sleep, twitter, shop and get starbucks <3
74. What do you do for a living? student/work part time.
75. Do you love your job? HELL NO!! :(
76. What did you want to be when you grew up? A princess, A vet, A teacher, A doctor, Everything! lol. I was a dreamer <3
77. If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be? Stylist, Buyer! Anything in fashion except retail.
78. Which came first the chicken or the egg? the egg. duh. chicken's didn't fall from the sky.
79. How many keys on your key ring? a few.
80. Where would you retire to?  London :)
81. What kind of car do you drive? BMW
82. What are your best physical features? My feet! haha.
83. What are your best characteristics? I have a big heart, I'm a great friend, I'm positive and I'm determined :) I don't give up easily. 
84. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? Paris or London or anywhere in europe :)
85. What kind of books do you like to read? idk. my favorite book is Firefly Lane <3 It's everything in one.
86. Where would you want to retire to? what's up with repeat questions?
87. What is your favorite time of the day? Morning!
88. Where did you grow up? Stalker.
89. How far away from your birthplace do you live now? 20 minutes.
90. What are you reading now? Perfect and Hunger Point
91. Are you a morning person or a night owl? MORNING!
92. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? nope
93. Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows? yup!
94. Do you have pets? Family Dog.
95. How many rings before you answer the phone? I screen my calls most of the time. ha.
96. What is your best childhood memory? too many <3 <3 I loved it!
97. What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life? a few.
98. Any new and exciting things that you would like to share? My laundry is done! :D
99. What is most important in life? Being Happy and succesful
100. What Inspires You? My twitter friends, My real friends, Quotes and life :) <3

The Start of a Beautiful Journey Together

Welcome Bloggers,

I am writing to share my journey with the most beautiful of disasters. Anorexia and Bulimia.

I have strugggled with this for quite some time. Yet, I have been able to make my peace with it, and accept it. I have realized that recovery is not in my near future. Loosing weight is my way of taking control over my life. It is a release of all the emotional pain I keep inside me. It is my definition of happiness.

I am here to find acceptance among others living the same lifestyle. I hope to find strength and comfort and not having to face this alone. I am always one to turn in something negative into something positive. I have not had that same view on life for a while. However, I am starting to shed a new light on my life.

Do I wish things turned out differently for me? Of course, but I have met so many wonderful people, just like me who don't find me shameful and therefore allow me to not be ashamed of it either.

I do not embrace PRO-ANA/MIA in any way. Only those who are living it, but do not live it because thewy WANT IT, do I accept.

I hope you find my journey inspiring and motivational and comforting. This is about taking over your life and finding the control you need to once again call your life YOURS. You're not alone. :)

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